I’m not even going to pretend that this blog is a priority of mine anymore. I very much regret all the things on which I’ve flaked since devoting my time to higher learning.
[sigh]
Depression has reared it’s ugly head many times this past year but I’ve managed to avoid the downward spiral and maintain an optimistic outlook. But these days, I’ve been feeling that I’ve been due some happiness for quite some time but it has yet to arrive.
The older I get, and the more that I do, the less satisfaction I gain from my accomplishments. Happiness seems to be more elusive than it ever has been for me. But when I remind myself of all the truly fantastic people in my life, and all the people that I will meet in the future, I feel better.
To my once frequent readers: I miss you and wish you the best.
3 replies on “Arg…”
awww, nice to hear from you.
Chin up, get outside, fly a kite, eat some sugar.
In the meantime, try to look up and realize that where you are is beautiful too.
Call me up when you move. Maybe I’ll pick up Melanie on my way to your partay. Otherwise, call when yer in town YO!
Miss you too!